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Dreampath
14.08.2004
My body aches for your loving touch.
The yearning of it, getting nearly too much.
I almost can feel your hands on my skin,
letting my body shiver in lusty sin.
What would I give to hold u close to me.
Waiting for the moment I will be free.
With closed eyes, I lay in my lonely bed,
thinking of the love words been said.
Smiling I try to put myself to sleep.
Dreams of you hitting my soul deep.
I move in my sleep, restless and sighing.
Tears on my blushed cheeks tardily drying.
I slowly wake up, in a bed all alone,
wishing I was somewhere else born.
In a land with red sand and oceans wide.
Where I can follow my dream path, so pride.
Dreaming of burning sand underneath my feet,
searching for cover in the burning heat.
Nothing can scare me in this beautiful land,
as long as I know, you will hold my hand.
Chat with one above08.05.2004
Wouldn’t it be nice to talk again.
To tease each other and laugh.
If I would end my life
and my last thought would be you,
could we be together again?
Would I find you near me,
when I open my eyes again?
Or would I still be alone
crying cause I can’t talk
to you anymore.
Dear god,
I'm so angry, so upset!
Why did you take him away,
from me? We were meant to be
together, not alone anymore.
We wanted to do so much together.
That means with each other,
not alone anymore.
Sometimes I hate to be alive,
but I’m to scared to be dead.
Are you scared now?
Is it nice where you are?
Have you forgotten about me?
Or are you still thinking of me?
I miss you so much. Yes I know,
we haven’t talked much lately,
but I still do love you.
Sea29.05.2004
The waves crash against the razor-sharp cliff,
as I sit on top of them, watching a skiff.
The sunset turns everything to fire,
but the view is not all I require.
I want a person I can just simply love,
but I could also wish for the stars above.
Sad I look out to the purple evening sky,
where all mysteries lie hidden from the public eye
Are you watching the same stars at night?
Thinking the same thoughts at daylight?
The waves crashing harder, letting my mind twist.
My skin getting covered with the salty mist.
Shivering I get up from my high seated place,
wishing I could see your beloved face.
Cupping it with both my hands, I would.
Showering it with kisses as much as I could.
The pearly white moon raises high over my head.
And I know the sun forces you out of your bed.
A sigh and a last look out to the open sea,
letting my love fly over, for you to see.
Pain
16.03.2004
Left alone like a broken doll.
Lonely as she watches the leaves fall.
An aching pain stabs through her heart,
as her world seems to break apart.
Hot tears moistening her pale cheeks,
from the pain that will go on for weeks.
He was her life, her heart, her soul.
To love him was her only goal.
Dead she feels inside, as she looks around.
Thinking, how rare real love can be found.
Too short was their time together.
All they wanted, was to hold it forever.
The fire of her loss, burns deep inside.
Each step she has to do, a bigger fight.
She wants to give up, nearly losing her mind.
Rivers of tears making her eyes blind.
Mary, we can just be here for you.
Supporting you, as our hearts are true.
We know, we cant take the pain away,
but can include you, when we pray.
My Lovers faces
12.05.2004
As samurai you try to right what’s wrong
Your faith in loyalty very strong
Your words cut like a katana’s blade
And you fight for your crusade
As eagle-man you fly high in the sky
Spreading your wings, the chirping the only reply
And again you fight for honour and truth
Filling this role, despite your youth
As friend you caught my heart
With your words and acting, for a start
You held my hand when I felt alone
And kept me from falling on my own
And last but not least you are my lover
With you I could live out and discover
What I truly wanted to do
And this I could only, because of you
Love comes love goes
26.50.2004
Sitting here in a all-night cafe
Rain pouring down the window
My sight blurry from the rain
Or from the tears, I cant tell
I read the letter again
Your goodbye, your betrayal
The tea tasting salty and sad
Grey in grey is my world
Love comes, love goes,
Wake up girl and face the day
At the end its only you
That counts in this world
Colours filled my days before
Happy as we counted clouds
Dreaming the night away
Just you and I, forever
But forever ended too fast
When u met this other woman
Counting clouds with her now
And I, lying alone in the night
Love comes, love goes,
Wake up girl and face the day
At the end it’s only you
That counts in this world
My chest is tight from the pain
Breathing an endless effort
Why can’t I wake up from this
A nightmare that has become real
Love comes, love goes,
Wake up girl and face the day
At the end its only you
That counts in this world
Love comes love goes
Love comes love goes
For Paul
20.05.2004
There are so many things she wants to tell
Things she thought and felt after she fell
About you and her and what we feel
Now let her break this loving seal
This is how she sees you with her heart
You show your feelings through your art
Your words awake people’s lost emotions
Moving them, like waves the oceans
When you speak people stop, to listen
Your poems making their fantasy glisten
You care for your friends, no matter what
Even if they are a little nut’
You’re charming and caring to the one you love
Your feelings engulfing her like a soft glove
Warming her heart, but also making her cry
Unintentionally hurting her, in the blink of an eye
Wiping her tears away, with a gentle hand
And one more time she can’t withstand
Forgetting all the pain, that made her weep
As you hold her close, till she falls asleep
To the outer world, you keep your feelings hidden
Showing nobody, as if they were forbidden
You still have to learn some lessons
And how to make honest confessions
You like the freedom of the sea
I think it’s where you really feel free
Going out with the boat, before the sun rises
Joy filling your heart as it gloriously arises.
Your spirit released, into the morning sun
Every emotion gets completely undone
Till the boat reaches the port again
And reality catches you, with an invisible chain
She can’t promise you a better life
Can’t take away the pain of a cutting knife
But she can give you hope and comfort
Cause she loves you, with a trusting effort
Stabbing Words
14.07.2004
Today I stabbed you with my words.
Knowing how terribly it hurts.
I knew I had to tell you quickly
Or I would feel for days sickly
Didn’t know what else to say
So I was honest in every way
Telling you what I did and not
Trying to remember what I forgot
Told you about every touch
Fearing it would be too much
I could hear your heartbeat stop
Hoping I didn’t went over the top
Tears burned in my eyes
But I couldn’t stand the lies
Feeling even worse when you said
How much love in your heart laid
I feel so sorry for this streak
And I hate myself that I was so weak
I know I deserved every hit
And I’m so happy you didn’t quit
Kissing you softly, knowing your mine
Lucky we share our problems in time
Makes me think we can make it in real
As long as we’re honest about what we feel
Without you
10.05.2004
Without you, my life is like cooking food without salts
Life is like the sun when gravity faults
Life is sitting in a darkened room
Without you, my life is like sailing without wind
Life is like going thru a museum blind
Life is eternal doom
I feel lost and confused, walking through this blue realm
Passing the thousand and one dead elm
Can’t you see I’m not complete without you?
Your love would make me breath a new
Come walk with me around the world
Our souls from our passion swirled
Without you, my life is like winter without snow
Life is like trying to let a dead flower grow
Life is watching a movie blind
Without you, my life is like listening music when I can’t hear
Life is like crying without a tear
Life is putting feelings behind
Without you, my life is ice cream without cream
Life is like a silenced scream
Life is flying with broken wings
I feel lost and confused, walking through this blue realm
Passing the thousand and one dead elm
Can’t you see I’m not complete without you?
Your love would make me breathe a new
Come walk with me around the world
Our souls from our passion swirled
