
I can't explain why, but I was always attracted to water. Even as a
baby, I loved water. I cried when the bath was over or when we had to
leave the public pool. I could swim before I could walk lol. My dad took
me out on the sea with his windsurf board, me with swim helps for
protection, in case I fell off the board in the middle of the ocean. I
was never scared. I knew the water would carry me.
I know I will never drown, as long as I respect the water and its force.
I feel home there and I respect the creatures of the water. Even though
I love seafood lol. Maybe it sounds crazy, but when I eat seafood, I
always thank the sea for its gift. Not loud, but just to myself.
*blushes*
The love to water isn't limited to the ocean. I mostly just drink water.
I love showers and a nice hot bath.
My biggest dream would be to have a house right at the beach. I would
love to be able to hear the ocean when I fall asleep and to hear them
again when I wake up. The smell would sooth my troubled soul and I could
sleep peaceful. I kind of don't feel whole when I haven't been to a
beach in over a year. I start to feel drained and sick.
So I wish every year, that I can travel to the ocean and stay there for
a bit, until I have enough money to get that house at the beach.